Finding some peace & belief in this smile...

i smile at the smallest things, laugh at the stupidest stuff, cry over the little things, worry about everything. im awkward, i find myself very lame at times.i get attached too easily, i over think about EVERYTHING, i tend to have a wild imagination, and always seem to be visualising the future. im nothing out of the ordinary..what ever that is. im always curious. ive never read a book without flipping to the back to see what happens in the end. im always cold. im insecure a lot of the time, although i hardly show it. i can be the quietest person, and at other times i can not shut up. im always cold, hence i love cuddles. i love people that make me smile. i love long HUGS. I care..alot. i go out of my way to put a smile on the faces of the people i care about. i dream.. alot. i dont know how people who dont believe in god hold up, coz i know that without my faith, id probably not have survived in this world for this long. im 17, but i get mistaken to be younger, and i am always treated like i AM younger. which kinda sux at times. i love getting random messages through out the day. I'm a PROUD PALESTINIAN.
i have big hopes, and just pray that i dont get dissapointed
i trust too easily.
i dont feel like shutting up at this instance. so please excuse my ranting.
<3

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Anonymous said: Wish I could call you and wish you gluck but I left my phone at home! The best of luck man, XXoooXX

Thank you! I finished at around 1:15… That’s more than one hour early…but yeah, I guess it was okay.. not amazing, but okay (some were really easy and some were very hard for me) tc

This is totally irrelevant to the mood the situation/mood im in…

But he was in the dream I had last night. I can’t remember the dream accurately, but the part where is was in it goes like this:I was walking to the uni library with two of my friends, and as usual I was just daydreaming/ not paying attention to my surroundings…and when I looked up I saw him. And I started freaking out despite the voice in my head that kept telling me that he shouldnt still have that effect on me.. and I grabbed my friends arm tightly coz the outburst of emotions was too much to handle (i tend to do that a lot, when I panic I grab someone and squeeze their hand or arm tightly, digging my finger nails into their skin and all)… Then I began to follow him into the library…but he disappeared into thin air…and instead my family friends who live in nz were standing there..and since I haven’t seen them in years..(awkwardly her bro was there, n he was being uncharacteristically shy.. haha he used to be my bros best friend lol)… But yeah…

Back to revising/freaking out over my upcoming exam :)

My first ever uni exam is in 2 hours. I think it just hit me o.o

I’m in the library revising, and the panic has begun. The fact that I took the stairs to level SIX doesn’t help either.. I’m so breathless! And that was a whole hour ago -.- I’m so unfit.

Anyways, gosh! I hope all goes well and that I don’t blank out and that its easy !

Wish me luck <3

Going to sleep, gotta get enough rest to be able to set the exam with a peaceful conscious lol

"Do not let your difficulties fill you with anxiety; after all, it is only in the darkest nights that the stars shine more brilliantly."

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